Brain Leakage

Hey, how much d'you think i could get for an ibanez Gsr200 (bass guitar)... enough for a paintball gun, i hope.

heh, i forgot i still had this.

It's been about thirty weeks since i actually posted anything here, but I've still not much to say.
I don't know why i haven't deleted this yet, i guess it holds memories or something. I dunno.
I remember making this thing back in eighth grade, which sounded much older at the time. I remember i was "dating" Rachel Dickson, i don't remember the reason, but I think it had to do with my life at that point being dedicated to being an emo little shit.
It's hilarious how i thought back then, leading up until recently as well. i considered every little thing as an amazing ordeal, and i felt i needed to change constantly. I remember having like 20 different "religions" and like 200 little "crushes", and thinking each one was the be-all, end-all of modern society.
I think it's a positive thing though, to look back on myself and see what a hopeless moron i was, and how little i knew about the world, just a year or two ago. Shows growth.

Maybe someday I'll be lucky enough to look back on myself and see how much i suck right now.

anybody want my rasta-coat? 
It's too small...

fuck.... i just accidently erased my whole numerous-paragraphed entry about how i'm going insane...

alright... i'll write it over....

So...yeah, i think i might be going crazy... and not "stir-crazy" or anything... more "actual asylum-crazy"

Last night i woke up more absolutely terrified than i had ever been in my entire life... I was without the ability to move any of my limbs or anything, or even breathe properly. I was laying there for like 1 or 2 minutes( but it felt like hours), gasping for air and trying desperately to scream or kick or move or anything... but i couldn't do anything...
Also, my back muscles were being sort of spastic, when i was trying to move... which made it feel like my bed was pulsating or something... adding to my "freaking the fuck out"

...not to mention the 2 or 3 nightmares i had right before that... they were completely lucid in the beginning gradually changing into an abstract interpretation of complete madness and horror...all in the time frame of about 15 minutes... I'm afraid to sleep...

bleh...

and also, when i woke up later in the morning, i was completely certain that it was Easter...not scary at all... but i still think i'm delerious...


Meh, Now i have to go back to bed, because my parents want me to get a "good night's sleep", because i'm sick... great.

oh, and... there's no way i'm gonna be in school tomorrow...

Happy One-Hundredth Entry!

My hair is purple.



.....This song REALLY reminds me of my childhood....

this is the 7th time in four days that i've glanced at the clock and it was 11:11...

in 4 days ive only missed one.... that's fucked up...

also, my livejournal is fucked up... it split the friends page in half. It shows half of jamie's "green line" entry up in the top page border where there's not supposed to be text and the other half all the way at the bottom, overlapping other stuff...

w/e

NEW WORLD ORDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

uh... i'm back from camp.... good times...
can anyone take me to the warped tour tomotrrow?, i'd gladly duct tape myself to the roof of your car if i'd need to.

w/e... more later.. "boffing" is veryvery fun

~Omelet

"I'll draw you a picture,
I'll draw it with a twist,
I'll draw it with a razorblade,
I'll draw it on my wrist.
And if I draw it correctly,
a red fountain will appear...
to wash away my sorrows,
to chase away my fears."
-Anonymous

goodnight.

I had a dream last night that I went to a house in the woods, some of you guys came over and we all started to play capture the flag. It was pleasant. Then Bam Margera came over. But i didn't really want him there so i killed him with a shotgun. the end.

 

                               

the letter zero

i'm glad i stayed after school :)
oh and i got my trenchcoat. Its t3h sex.

guess who's stealing this from sam?....



[x] on the cheek.
[x] on the lips.
[x] on their hands or fingers.
[] in my room.
[] in their room.
[] of the same sex.
[x] of the opposite sex.
[x] younger than me.
[x] older than me.
[] with jet black hair.
[] with curly hair.
[x] with blonde hair & blue eyes.
[] with flaming red hair.
[x] with straight hair.
[x] smaller/shorter than me.
[] bigger/taller than me.
[x] with a lip ring.
[] on the bare butt.
[] who was drunk.
[] who was high.
[] who I had just met.
[x] who was homosexual.
[] who I didn't really want to kiss.
[] on a holiday.
[] who was going out with someone else.
[] who was going out with someone close to me.
[] who was my good friend's brother or sister.
[] who had been/is in jail.
[] in a graveyard.
[] at a show/concert.
[x] at the beach.
[x] in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water.
[x] who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with. (i'm legally to young to have sex with...)
[x] with dyed hair.
[] with a shaved head.
[x] who was/is my good friend.
[x] who was/is in a band.
[x] who has tattoos.
[] who is of a completely different race than me.
[x] in the rain.
[] in another continent besides where I was born.
[] with an accent.
[] with an STD.
[x] on a boat.
[x] in a car/taxi/bus.
[] on a plane.
[] at the circus/carnival.
[] with a missing body part.
[] in the movies.
[] eskimo style.
[] who had brothers that I kissed as well.

I think i'll go with "purple with black streaks", or something of the sort.

I was taking a 2-hour long walk through the neighborhood to think about stuff (it's what i do when i'm alone)....

I was in the process of remembering things, when i realized just how much cooler i was as a little kid than everyone else.
I suppose, up until now i never really thought about it because i was an outcast, due to my being different. I spent the majority of my free time in elementry school pacing around the black-top, listening to music and whatnot. People viewed me as a loser becasue i didn't coincide with what was "good" at the time...

While the entire world was listening to N'sync and Brittany Spears, i was listening to The Beatles and The Red Hot Chili Peppers
Later, when the population moved on to Eminem and 50 cent, I was the weird dork who's favorite band was Thursday.
When we played "Capture the King" I would be the one to rebel against my team and end up killing everybody in the whole game...

And now that the world has caught up to me and my awesomeness, i'm still not cool...
I wouldn't have it any other way :P

Hello All! Happy Friendship Day to you human-types and such. snowy-snowy-snowy Not much to update 'bout... My parents have a cool friendish guy over; they've been loudly speaking of politics for 9 hours straight. Um.....whatever then........ We should all go bowling or something tomorrow

• Tarzan walking with Jane is clean
• Tarzan swinging with Jane is Dirty
• To manufacture is clean
• To make is Dirty
• Telephone operator is clean
• Call Girl is Dirty
• Moisture is clean
• Sweat is Dirty
• A fast move is clean
• A Quickie is Dirty
• A sprite is clean
• A little fairy is Dirty
• Queen Victoria is clean
• Victoria's Secret is Dirty
• "my hammer" is clean
• "my tool" is Dirty
• Kiss whom? is clean
• Kiss what? is Dirty
• Comma is clean
• Period is Dirty
• Touch is clean
• Feel is Dirty
• Dry is clean
• Wet is Dirty
• Henry Longfellow is clean
• Henry's Longfellow is Dirty
• Mother is clean
• MOTHER! is Dirty

         um.....yeah........

If anybody can think of others, it will be appreciated muchly

Oh...Hillary... I had fun last night (dirty)... But seriously...twas cool. We should hang out again sometime soonish ^__^

It's the second day of vacation and i'm already bored as hell...... all of us who are not elsewhere should hang out and whatnot...

P.S. I'm going to spamalot!

--Omlet--

i don't think i've done this before.

What would you say and/or do IF...

» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» General Appearance:
» Mannerisms:
» Family:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you adore me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone


respond?......Pweeze??????